Time to start again.

Well my friends, I believe it's time to start hcg again. I'm ashamed to say I have fallen right back into old habbits and have gained a good portion of my weight back. I really thought I had my eating issues figured out and was on a path to becoming slim. Why do we sabotage ourselves? Anyone? My good friend Amanda is having her baby shower in two weeks. Her and I are going to a ton of effort to make it amazing. I want to enjoy her special day w/ her and enjoy the foods we'll be preparing and the 3 different cakes (yes I said 3) I'll be making for her shower. I'll be using her shower and the day after to "load" and will start my next round of VLCD's on Monday, August 15th. I could sit here and wallow in my self misery......instead I'm going to refocus on getting healthy and making life long eating changes.